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Can you still feel my love for you? After all that we've been through? Do you know that you are all that I have wanted? And that by all the memories of you, I am haunted? I thought that our time had finally come But now that it's passed, I just feel numb. It seemed my dream would finally come true But all of my progress this pain will undo. Was I only just a fool for still believing? It seems that I will always be the one left grieving. It matters not whatever comes next for me Because things won't return to how they used to be. I'll have to drag my way through all of this pain It seems that after all, I just waited in vain. You were my reas

I close my eyes at the end of the day It's the only time I don't feel my heart decay But instead of darkness that obscures my view This night in my mind, I only see you. I see us together, your hands in mine I see us kissing, our hearts combine I see us lying, your head on my chest I see us smiling, all pain suppressed. For the first time in months, my heart is at peace I feel happy and secure, and my pain starts to cease Then my eyes open again, and my heart rips at the seams As my misery returns, I remember why I hate dreams.